caution: heavy, emotional material

[curlypunkgirly]

so, lately it feels like way too much of my time is spent worrying about...well, dying. i don't necessarily know when i became so preoccupied with this subject but yeah, it's there. i guess it all started around the same time that i started having so many panic attacks and anxiety disorder. 9th grade

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[_eyesofadreamer]

Well my dear, this is a true sign of being a mother. Wanting nothing but to make sure your angel never hurts. We can't protect them from the pain but we can give them the best life and most love EVER while we are still on this earth.
Don't let your fear of death inhibit you from your every day life and from taking risks and the such.
You're a wonderful, strong person and I really admire your ability to recognize and admit such a fear.
Take each day as a blessing. I've recently lost a very close friend of mine. He was 25 and died in a car accident. Most amazing person I've ever met. Unfortunately it takes something like this to make us realize how blessed and happy we are.
Life is amazing. You are amazing.
Live it up, girl :)
Xoxo