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[curlyq702]

wow third entry of the day...i have no life haha....well have u ever listened to a song that uve heard before and it gives u a feeling of longing for the past or like longing for the people u were with at the time? well when i listen to the Perfct Time of Day song by Howie DAy i always find myslef longing for a certain someone....but he is 5 hours

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[chelsie_austin]

who is the person who is 5 hours away? u need to find someone ur age... not someone whose ur sisters age.. whatever happened to liken all those ppl around our age.. yeahh they may like other ppl but u shouldnt beat urself up ab it...ive been going through this shit my whole life...it was filled with people being a BJ but i got over it.. im the one whosse never had a REAL bf here or experienced the "first kiss" yeahh i beat my self up all the time like why arnt i good enough..but i get over and think its not me... i just havent found the perfect guy yett... im a picky person cauz i want to have the perfect relationship...why beat ur self up over ppl that werent meant to be... u need to find someone around ur age and ur type..and dont put ur self down ab shit cauz u no i hate it and if they dont like u the way u r then its their problem not urs..most of the kids arent even ur type.. im not going to name anybody cauz that would be embarressing but u no it.. and drinking and smoking guys arent ur type either...what happened to heathers

[curlyq702]

chelsie! you are so right!! i wont give up lol! i have been doing better liking people our age! ur right!!! idk if i deserve better lol thats taking it a lil too far but i do need to meet more people around our age....no more older guys....me and u can go out on a hunt for the perfect guy and we wont stop till we find him okay? Craig and Alex seem a pretty good start huh? haha i swear i think his name is Mark! but thanks soo much for that lil speechy thing...idk y it was so long but it helped hun!! u didnt call me last night haha butt! we didnt have our convo!! shucks! lol i havent used that word since i was 4!!!
oh well i gotta go but i will call u around 1ish??

love ya!