life is pretty busy right now- the biggest thing is the Vagina monologues. it eats up my life, though it is production week. Opening night is thursday. AHHH ( Read more... )

its so hard for me not to live in the future, and not to think about all the stuff that gets to happen SOME DAY. And im not talking about my current love interest either, and how i cant persue it. Im talking about college. And Europe. And the Beach. I want all that stuff so bad, but the thing of it is when you get that mentality you quit being able ( Read more... )

whats the use?

I cant even beleive opening night is already tomorrow and i have to take the SAT's and im gonna be a senior soon and spring quarter is over and where did it all go? Im jsut a sophomore, but wait im really a junior at least i was and now im gonna be senior and what the hell ( Read more... )

*sigh* and things get crazier ( Read more... )

I am tired of being young ( Read more... )

You can fill my crosswords in with ink;speak your mind before you think;you can wear your shoes inside my house;wear my clothes and wear me out;You can spill your head or spill your guts; Cause im your frined im not your judge ( Read more... )

Subdistricts is tomorrow. I dont know how to feel about that, except that i am nervous...i am nervous at the state of alot of things ( Read more... )

the joy of the lord is my strength, leaning not on my own understanding i shall fear no evil ( Read more... )

its not easy to be hopeful all the time, and its not easy to light up the dark. Especially when dark threatens you. One of my oldest companions is eager to be in my life again- the demon of self-critique. Physically speaking, i mean. The demon that tells me i cant eat that i am fat, i will get fat. The demon that says to be physically pleasing in ( Read more... )