nothing really has changedd. i kinda wanna stay home and sleep. summer is my time and i dont get any of it. so i'm fighting for at least one day a week to hangout with ppl.

DEar world ( Read more... )

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!
OMG I'M ON A SUGAR HIGH PLEASE IGNORE THIS :]
woohooo no more miss di ....until next year :/
oh welll. even better........
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE MISSSSSSS ( Read more... )

eleven days.
hot damnn. everything's going better, i'm actually doing my homeworkk for these past few days. i'm kinda scared about my math B regents. ughhh. the rest are all passable. today we did absolutely nothing in ,ost of my classes. oh how i love it<3 my friends help make my day durable. this summer i D C what my parents say i'm out for ( Read more... )

i feel unwanted. like idk ppl just talk to me and i feel like an outcast everywhere i am. school ends in twelve. thank godd. idk but i wanna ge tthe fuck out so i can dance in stamford every other day for joanna's quince. i feel disgusting and i hate the world. i just feel like an outcast in school and everything. nothing i do seems enough.

mkayy. it's been a few days. my friend mike gave my the news on what someone's* view on me was. apparently it's down to a draw. no direction of a yes or no. but it's better than nothing i guess. SIXTEEN TIL SCHOOL ENDS!!!
but things in shcool are turning for the worst. i'm slacking off. it's summer feverr ugh i guess i can make another two weeks.

i hate this stress. i hate seeing ppl who i care about hurt and not being able to help. i hate feeling so stressed out about all my finals. i hate my parents for driving me insane. i hate this town. i hate waiting for college to get out of this fucking townn. i hate being underappreciated for what i can do in my life. i hate being looked down on. i ( Read more... )

okay.
life is goooooooooooooddddddd.
life is great right now =]
yes i have hit some snags lately.
but it's all good.
i dont hate anyone or dislike anyone.

my life is falling through the cracks
im tired
and i'm going insane.
andimisssomeonelikecrayyyy
sigh.

this weekend was craaazy ( Read more... )