Can't sleep ..

[currish]

Eh. I can't sleep. I should be sleeping though since I need to return to school tomorrow, but .. I got some water, and decided to update and then go back to bed .. since my attempt to fall back to sleep a half hour ago while I was sitting in bed, failed

Comments

[pralle_euter]

That's my girl, har har. You had to come around eventually. I'm proud of you. Of course this doesn't mean I'm not going to stick my foot up your ass though. You're not off the hook that easy.

[currish]

Rofl. Thanks, dad. :\ I've finally made you proud. :DDD And no anal insertions, please. We've had this talk before, lol. But thanks for always stickin` by me. You're my bestest friend/big brother/teacher/father .. in the world. You're just the shit. I luv ya. <33

[xshley]

aye, i know how you feel. fifteen in the seventh grade isn't fun, either. especially when these little kids come and pass you up. it makes you feel stupid-- but it's so hard to go back after a while. ``what will they think?`` ``they're gonna hate me.`` all that anxiety bullshit. though, you don't have to worry about everyone hating you like i do. you're the most loveable person i know. i love you, and even if you do drop out, you'll always have a future to look forward to. though i'm younger, you're like my sister, and you can be reassured i'll take care of you. with brian's foot up your ass, anyways. i love you, girl. <3333

[currish]

I know. I figured you knew how it feels since you been going through it too, lol. But yeah thats exactly why I never wanted to go back .. worried about what people would say, and think .. and I didn't wanna put up with the extra bullshit. It does make me feel dumb to know that younger kids are passing me. Like, for example .. my brother, he's 12 and he lives with my pops, and he is on the honor rll now. And my dad sticks it up my ass all the time. " Well, you're brother is doing grade, he's getting A's and B's .. " It's like, stfu .. you don't need to make me feel fucking worse about it. Thanks, Ash. That stuff means alot though .. <33 rofl and you know I'll always be here for you too. My little sister. -Pats her head- Lmao. :D and if Brian ever decides to stick his other foot up your ass, at least we'll know we'll always be stuck together? LOL. Brian wouldn't be able to handle us. ;x I love yoooooooou.

heyy christina its sam!!

[anonymous]

Heyyy!! I'm glad you are finally making the right choices to go to school and try your hardest. Last year u slacked off alot, and i know it sucked for you .. you were miserable. I was kinda happy you stayed back with me though! lol but hey I think you can pull this off..you're stong enough. And if there's some points where you are lost, you know that I will be there for you. With school work, i may not be in cp classes like you are, but if you need help with homeowrk after school, I'm sure i could help you and we could figure something out together. But anyways I'm gonna go now, i got some stuff to do. But just be happy too cuz it will make you feel better about yourself and give you more confidence on how much you can push yourself to achieve your goal. And you know my cell is always on if u need me for ANYTHING! I gottah go. I LOVE YOU SOOOOOO MUCH!!!! lol bye byes <3 sam =]

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[currish]

Thanks, Sam. I fucking love you<3333 I'm glad I been trying to make the right choices too. Shit, I wish I could've been in school this week though. I been so bored being suspended, lol.

[anonymous]

Man, Chrissy I got your back. Don't let them little kids get to you. My parents also bother be about how good my little sister does in school. I get so annoyed, And I want to smack them. but yeah. Just try your best till school runs out. Plus I'm sure you'll have a great future. You're a great person and friend to me. So I wish the best for you. And fuck the red sox <33333 -Luis.

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[damikeyman]

o.o; hiiiiiiiiii. o.o;

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[currish]

Idiot. Learn how to write real comments. .. Oh, I need to finish your journal, that reminds me.