:[

[currish]

:[ .. I miss my home .. I miss my mom .. I miss my cat .. I miss my stuff .. I miss my bed .. I miss my friends .. I miss my boyfriend .. I miss my computer .. I miss my music .. I miss my room .. I miss my freedom .. I miss my life ..

I really hate it here .. and I want to go back home. ._.

Comments

[ladyxmoonlight]

Why exactly did you have to leave?

[currish]

Well .. basically, I been truant for two years. The judge has had it with me, and he said if I miss one more day, that the state has to remove me from my home, and put me in a group home. I got suspeded for three days, and then I I missed a day because I was too depressed to get out of bed, and I felt like shit. So on Friday .. I'm in school, I walk into my last class and my teacher is like .. " Christina, you just got dismissed. " So I'm like " Wtf? Why? " And I saw my DCYF social worker. Which .. she works for the state, and she's the one that can remove me from my home, and place me somewhere else. Now she was calling group homes to put me in .. and then I had to stay with my grandparents. It's horrible there. Group homes suck because I'd be with other girls that do worse shit then I do, and then my grandparents are old fasion italians. My cell got taken away, I can't see my friends .. I can barley use the phone. All I do .. literally, is walk the dog, and play with my little cousin. I went from having the best social life, to

[princess_alina]

aww.. ::Hugs:: keep your head up.. things will get better.

[currish]

:: Hugs back. :: Thanks, I'll be fine .. I get through everything, it just sucks. But hey, that's life. It could always be worse, right? :\

[princess_alina]

true.. :)

[tricksta]

WTF? YOU LEFT. THAT'S GAY. I thought you were just out somewhere as usual. Do you still have your phone? I already have summer vacation. So I can call you.

LOL, check out my icon. Dina made it.

[currish]

Yeah, read up above. ^ .. Uh .. and .. you can't really call me now. I sneak my cell phone, and use it at night to talk to my boyfriend .. or try too. But .. I got caught the other day, and my grandparents had a fit and called my social worker on me so I got into more toruble. So my mom told my grandma she shut my cell off, but she really didn't, and I still have it. You can call, and leave me messages .. I leave my phone in my room at my grandma's, on silent .. and I check my missed calls and messages, and if I can talk without getting caught, I'd call back. But yeah call me up once in a while to keep in touch, leave me messages so I feel loved. ;-; <3333

[x_masochrist_x]

hey u seem like a pretty kool chick, sorry about ur haveing to leave ur home, that sucks bigtime :( i hope things get better. im gonna add you, add me back if ud like..

[currish]

Thanks, lol. Sure, I'll add you. <3 How'd you find me? Through random LJ search?

[x_masochrist_x]

Your verry welcome, lol ya i had aloott of time on my hands.

[xshley]

Chrissy, you'll make it, honey. I did, and you will because we're almost like one. This will make you stronger-- think about it that way. I miss you, and I'm going to call you and leave messages on your phone for you. Can you write IRL mail? I will give you my address. God, Chrissy. I wish I could make everything okay for you. I love you. Keep your head up, sis. It'll all be okay soon.

[currish]

Thanks, Ash. I fucking love you. We are basically like one, thats why I care so much about you, lol. Thanks for always being there. And I don't see why I can't write, write me a letter and then call mu cell and leave a voicemail or some shit, and I'll give you my address, you ain't on now so I can't give you it now. Lol. And I ain't gonna say it here, obviously. But yeah, that'd be chill. I won't loose contact with you, don't worry. I went to court on Monday, and since I been doing a lot better ( Finally going to school and I'm being forced to take my meds ) They are letting me stay at my moms every weekend. I can sleep over and shit, it wasn't allowed before .. so thats a good thing. We'll talk. I FUCKING LOVE YOU. <333333