I was listening to my usher mix on my computer, and just thinking lately. I remember singing the hell out of that song just wishing for the simple things in life. Whoever thinks money can buy love must've been a complete fool. I used to think if a dude bought my things, and was "well-taken care of" then it was all good. But the shoes, the clothes, ( Read more... )

My weekend consisted of nothinness. I didn't see my best friend, this weekend. My whole mind set changed about hanging out with him and being close to him. Sometimes I'm afraid of giving it all up, when I say giving it all up I mean physically and mentally... like truly giving into everything. I mean.. have you ever gave your entire heart to ( Read more... )

okay so i didn't get to see the movies i wanted like i wanted to. but i seen them bootleg on my bed. my knee hurts badly. i guess it was hurting badder than i thought. HELL.. i've been in bed all day. It's driving me CRAZY... i need to get out tomorrow.

i'm irritated as fuck. i had a good as week, and it hasn't ended off so well. first, I fucked up my knee, when dudes was playing around with me in class, that shit was really not funny, and now my knee really hurts. secondly, Darius's ass. him acting retarded today.. tryna play it off like the nigga wasn't mad... I do the same shit too, so why the ( Read more... )

Boy, when you're alone with me
I'm takin' good care of you
Givin' everything you need
I don't know if it's good enough for you
Cause you're always in the TV
When you're right here next to me
I know I'm not Halle Berry, girls from videos
I just want to be someone you can hold
I just want to be the one for you
Brooke Valentine - Cover GirlI love that song. ( Read more... )

Man. I been thinking about this shit all day.. like what it is to be a damn girl head over heels in love. THAT WASNT ME.. and looking at me and the shit i do is amazing. I mean I was the girl, that would look at people and be like "relationships are fuckin stupid. fuck love." my favorite word was fuck love, I even wanted that shit tattooed on me. I ( Read more... )

I was on my computer. Just taking a flash back into the past. and I found this ( Read more... )

Today sucks ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH. I'm so pissed .. i'm not really pissed but yeah. I have a D+ in my english 11 class, which I must get up! I don't know how I'm gonna do it, i'm mad cause i've done most of my work which should at least give me a C, i'm going to adress my teacher tomorrow if i can remind my dumbass. Gas prices are eating up my ( Read more... )

Senior Ball or whatever the hell they call it at school was beautiful. Best one evar. Life is going along nicely, I've been thinking about my future lately, like career wise. It's been mind bogling trying to figure out which path I want to take in life. Sometimes I swear God, has a path for me to be sucessful in whatever I do, because the path I've ( Read more... )

Trust is the hardest thing ever to aquire, in a relationship. Especially if you've been hurt. I hate that stupid saying.. that if you ain't got trust you ain't got no relationship. I mean shit I don't know, sometimes I DO have trust honestly, but sometimes it's just like "GIRL LOOK AT THE CLUES." pay attention to them and don't be stupid like you ( Read more... )