Devastated

[cursed_1]

So I cracked last night and said I would pop round for a coffee. I knew I had to just try and do things that made her happy and she was so sad that I said I wouldn’t go round any more.

I arrived at the door and usually would have just walked in but as I walked up the path I felt physically sick. Ever step I took felt like I was walking through mud.

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[piecesofskyy]

You've taken the words right out of my mouth. I've been feeling the same way about my current situation. I'm so sorry to hear that you are going through such a rough time. Since I am going through the same thing, I know there is nothing I can say that will ease your mind.

People try to cheer me up but it doesn't work. People tell me it will get easier every day but i'm still waiting for the day that I don't have that sick feeling in my stomach. I wake-up with a knot in my stomach, and I fall asleep feeling the same way. I want to be free of this but right now it seems out of my control.