i vote 2006 worst year of my life

it really really sucks so far and now it sucks more

my uncle passed away today (we think)
my aunt found him this morning in his apartment
he had a heart attack
he was 43

gods ways are not making me happy

i need to drink

i'm getting really tired of being ignored this summer. like amy, i also feel like a backup friend. someone people call when other plans fall through or they're done for the day. if someone tells me their going to call me at so and so time i'm going to wait for that call, so if you tell me of plans that are going down, and those plans get ( Read more... )

happy 4th of july (early) just got home from dyannas, may head back in a little, not so sure if i want to though, gonna make some calls and see what turns up ( Read more... )

i'm really starting to be dissatisfied with a lot of things ( Read more... )

Been awake all night, i dont know why, but when i got home from chris's i felt the need to clean, and i havn't stopped since (this was at 3am) i have finished a book, cleaned my room, organized my credit card statements, paychecks, other bills, etc, folded my laundry, did the dishes, took out the trash and cleaned the litter boxes...ooh and made a ( Read more... )

( bored bored bored )

i'm getting really fed up that i was looking forward to an awesome summer, but so far it has sucked a lot (not including friday) and it's making me really upset. working til midnight 4 days a week so i can't go out sucks, being alone sucks, and being me sucks.

i need a new me

today was the best day of my life....so far

top that life!

I've been really depressed lately cause I've been really lonely and its not fun. I need something to keep my mind off being sad, but reading doesn' help cause the book I'm reading Girl, Interrupted is just making me depressed cause I think I have Borderling Personality Disorder, or at least last night I did...so if anyone has a free boy, or is a ( Read more... )

It's only 1pm and I've already learned something today. Most people cannot get over high school. Seriously, get over yourself and get over it, it happened 3 years ago and nobody cares anymore. Not like it matters, cause not too many people read this, but still, GET OVER IT.