howcome LJ always looks different to me? oh and sean heenan i am sorry
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just another sleepless night..
nothing went right today...
honestly nothing..
i am too upset to sleep...
i just keep thinking
and i cant stop...
i know what i want to say but i dont know exactly how?
my house is destroyed and its because they are painting...
i hate the smell of it...
it makes my head hurt..
so needless to say..
i am sitting here...
freezing my ass off....
having a head ache...
and trying to think of how i can say sorry?
telling myself how i act so stupid sometimes..
i cant think staright honestly these thoughts are jumbled up in my mind...
i went into my sisters room...
i was upset..
she told me i could sleep with her...
it made me smile for a minute...
but i couldnt get to sleep....
so that is why i am here....
i got new shoes...
they are camo only $7 from old navy
god i dont know but i am a bitch..
or atleast i feel like it...
it is always this time of month when i act like this...
on account i have my period very soon..
those stupid pills make me extremly emotional b4 my period...
and it sucks b/c i am already emotional.
i dont know but i just realized my breath is not very pleasent... eww...
sean if i was being bitchy i am sorry dont hate me please
i just had a rough night thats all... actually day..
and why cant no one be awake right now...
i know its only 7am... but i dont care i need to talk...
so i am venting on my LJ
i dont want to work today.....
and my birthday is soo soon...
i cant believe it...
i am hopefully getting a darkroom and a tattoo....
i am soo excited!
i really miss photography it was a way for me to bloww off steam...
i was always relaxed in the darkroom....
any friends are more than welcome to use it only if u can help contribute to chemicals...
but thats only because i love you!
i have 3 new people moving in with us...
and they have 2 cats and 1 big dog..
so lets see thats...
8 people here...
3 cats
and
5 dogs..
guess how many rooms we have...
yea thats right 3 and 2 bathrooms...
i swear my house in like ok anyone if u have no where to go come here kinda thing ya know?
oh well we get another nice tv..
but i am out of a room for a little bit and i am serious too....
my sis and i have to share a room and everything..
it sucks i guess....
for those of you who didnt know..
my dad is a very nice and caring gentleman..
yea... ok this is boring..
so i guess ill go watch tv...
if i can even focus..
love you all
and sorry to the 2 of you
just another sleepless night..
nothing went right today...
honestly nothing..
i am too upset to sleep...
i just keep thinking
and i cant stop...
i know what i want to say but i dont know exactly how?
my house is destroyed and its because they are painting...
i hate the smell of it...
it makes my head hurt..
so needless to say..
i am sitting here...
freezing my ass off....
having a head ache...
and trying to think of how i can say sorry?
telling myself how i act so stupid sometimes..
i cant think staright honestly these thoughts are jumbled up in my mind...
i went into my sisters room...
i was upset..
she told me i could sleep with her...
it made me smile for a minute...
but i couldnt get to sleep....
so that is why i am here....
i got new shoes...
they are camo only $7 from old navy
god i dont know but i am a bitch..
or atleast i feel like it...
it is always this time of month when i act like this...
on account i have my period very soon..
those stupid pills make me extremly emotional b4 my period...
and it sucks b/c i am already emotional.
i dont know but i just realized my breath is not very pleasent... eww...
sean if i was being bitchy i am sorry dont hate me please
i just had a rough night thats all... actually day..
and why cant no one be awake right now...
i know its only 7am... but i dont care i need to talk...
so i am venting on my LJ
i dont want to work today.....
and my birthday is soo soon...
i cant believe it...
i am hopefully getting a darkroom and a tattoo....
i am soo excited!
i really miss photography it was a way for me to bloww off steam...
i was always relaxed in the darkroom....
any friends are more than welcome to use it only if u can help contribute to chemicals...
but thats only because i love you!
i have 3 new people moving in with us...
and they have 2 cats and 1 big dog..
so lets see thats...
8 people here...
3 cats
and
5 dogs..
guess how many rooms we have...
yea thats right 3 and 2 bathrooms...
i swear my house in like ok anyone if u have no where to go come here kinda thing ya know?
oh well we get another nice tv..
but i am out of a room for a little bit and i am serious too....
my sis and i have to share a room and everything..
it sucks i guess....
for those of you who didnt know..
my dad is a very nice and caring gentleman..
yea... ok this is boring..
so i guess ill go watch tv...
if i can even focus..
love you all
and sorry to the 2 of you