Shudder, earth quakes at the thought
Of a life that’s meaningless
And with such a promising past
But you can always count on me
To choke the end

So it seems I've been updating this for no reason as you're not coming here anymore.

Give me a sign if you still read, though.

I don't even know what to think anymore.

It's important to note that I haven't been able to write any songs in years because my brain has been an absolute mess.

But, now that I'm actually feeling decent again and my head has cleared I'm coming up with so much stuff it's amazing.

Went to see Cobra Starship, Forever The Sickest Kids, Hit The Lights, and Sing It Loud at the House of Blues last night. Took some pictures - actually turned out pretty good. It was first time I was in a box at the House of Blues and I never want to be on the floor again. Thanks for letting me join you, Ashley.

You can see all the pictures here ( Read more... )

Oh, if you knew what was keeping me up at night...

I know what I would be doing at this point if I were in your situation but I'm not sure if you care to even hear it.

It pains me that this is happening to you. You're the only person who has stuck by my side for the last 8 years through thick and thin. I don't like what you're caught up for a variety of reasons but the biggest is that you don't deserve this. You deserve better because of how awesome of a person you are. You're my best friend - you've forgiven me ( Read more... )

Is it ok to say that you looked cute today? I hope so.

It's definitely helping that I've got this great program on my iPhone called iDiary. It's saving me from saying a lot of stupid things here that often make my life hell. It's extremely nice to be able to say things that I normally would contain and never express in some manner. I feel that my life has become a whole lot stressful because it's ( Read more... )