i cant think, i cant sleep.ive decided that god is stalking me.i got like one hour of sleep last night. i just cant sleep, so i do shit to distract myself, till i fall asleep from exhaustion. and i cant stop distracting myself because then id have to think more about this. and that cant be any good.

well last night me and emily babysat for tyler morrison and i love that kid he is so cool. and we just watched movies and played with him the whole night then sarah and jaqueline came home at like 4:00. and we went to church this morning...blah..i was so tired and i had to hang out with all those "lovely people" who i happen to extremely hate the ( Read more... )

hey, well this whole month has been pretty uneventful, i did find out that i have a crush on a boy who lives more than 1000 miles away from me....but i guess its okay cause he likes me too, but its notlike we can do anything about it, till i get to see him this summer that is, i was gunna get to go up to Ny for spring break and be able to see him ( Read more... )

Hello,i am bored, that is why i am writing in here right now....(uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh chu......that was a internet sneeze)( i really did just sneeze though in real life)okay this part is to anyone who reads my xanga....everytime i read the comments that the stupid 9th graders put on my site i want to go find them and strangle them....ugh...but thank ( Read more... )

Hello well babysitting sucked cause those kids were brats but i got 25$ so i guess that makes it all good, that and i heard that the show sucked anyways...So yeah yesterday emily spent the night and we stayed up till like 2:00 doing random stuff...and today the kids that i didnt want to babysit for came over so i had to watch them again, cause ( Read more... )

ugh i am so pissed, okay i wasnt gunna be able to go to the show at winners circle cause it was a bar or whatever, so my mom volunteered me to babysit for one of her freaking friends, i dont want to, andi just found out that the show got moved to christina park but since "i am commited to babysit" im not allowed to go , ugh i havnt been so pissed ( Read more... )

okay i just got the internet at my house to kinnda, work except i have to get on my mom's comp. whihc im not really aloud to be on so.... well this week has been uneventful. But the weekend was really fun cause me and emily made some kick-ass music together!(Emily you are a cool chap also) lol. and i hope i dont make you ever lose your appendix! ( Read more... )

Today was a very blah day again. There is now friend troubles... blah....Im still pissed that i couldnt go to the Bright Eyes concert....Oh and i decided that i like lj better than xanga so im gunna start using this more. Emily if your mom ever really did kick you out of your house than i say that i move out of my house and we hitch a ride to ( Read more... )

So yeah i cant go to the bright eyes show tonight because i got grounded for someting so stupid... grrr.... oh well... Theres always the next show. I went to the doctor yesterday and i found out that i had strep throut(i dont know how to spell that)so i cant hang out with anyone today anmyways because i might make them sick too, so i am very very ( Read more... )

hello , this is my first entry on my lj since forever, cause normally i just use my xanga... So yea stuff has gone on in my life since i last posted, some stuff that i can post some that i cant. But some stuff that i can tell you all is that i decided not to eat meat anymore, well not really meat in general , but red meat, like pig and cow and ( Read more... )