Things are OK...that's all I can really ask.

If I knew what the fuck I was doing, I might not be doing it.

So...I don't know. A lot is going on.

If I was confused before, I'm even more confused now. My heart seems to be lodged between two extremes and I'm stuck right along with it. Is it over? Is something new beginning? Am I repeating the past only to die in it all over again? Should I just turn my brain off and let my heart fight this out alone and worry about the consequences later ( Read more... )

I'm better than that. I don't care what you say.

fuck you

They say it's me ( Read more... )

I'm still going - not very strong sometimes, but, nevertheless still going. And everyone is keeping me pretty busy. Saturday, Brittney and I went to the Highlands festival and met up with people - Ashli Mayo, Tammy & Jimmy, Joby, Justin, etc. I had a good time ( Read more... )

Hate me if you want. Perhaps that how you are dealing with this. Just remember, where there is hate, there is sure to be love.

Flowers on my doorstep at 6:30 a.m.

Don't ask me questions because I have no answers. If someone wanted to cheer me up, thank you.

Looking at them made me realize how dead my heart feels right now.