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[curtiss]

I swear. I feel like I'm evaporating. All my parts just won't stick together anymore. I can't be held together

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[mortalgoddess]

Oh Curtis, how can this be true? How can I be happy (although remotely stressed) about my life and you be depressed? I don't think it can happen. I think you are exposed to so many pseudo-emo dramatic-ass fucks around here that it is rubbing off on you.

Don't get me wrong. I'm not giving advice at all. I'm just talking. I'm actually holding back because I love you and want to spare you a waterfall of my thoughts and questions.

On a completely different note... what did I miss in Western Lit today? I was up late and couldn't deal with that woman today.

[curtiss]

Ha. I didn't go either. My brother was here and so was Bethany and I was tired and I didn't want to deal with that lady either

[curtiss]

Ha. A brotherhood of Curtis...hood.

I would have thought that I would feel empowered by a search for understanding, but when my understanding gets further and further away from such universally excepted norms, what is there left wo be motivated about?

I don't always feel like shit. Sometimes it feels great. I just wish I could hold on to that. I can't. I'm turning bi-polar. I'm either way way up or way way down.

[curtiss]

Excellent.