it seems like yesterday that i was walking off a coach bus for my first experience at silver bay and now the laast day of my 3rd year there all i can think ids how much this entire experience has changed my life how leaders is one of tthe only things that has kept me sane and happy through the years....knowing you can go somewhere and feel ( Read more... )

this summer has been slightly depressing....one: i worked 5 days a week but i loved every minute of it.....two: i sat around alot...three:i got into fights with my friends over stupid stuff....four: lost a certain love for people i use to have i think its because i lost a lot of trusat in people....all i want to do is go back to school and get it ( Read more... )

it's been so long since i've written anything and alot has happened both good and bad.in a short period of time so much has happened and its made me relize alot of things about myslef and the people around me. soo lets see what can i say thats happened....for one i know what i want to do with my life. i want to go into photo journalism and go to ( Read more... )

so things are pretty good, lifes pretty good, my friends are good and im keeping them good because i love them lol.summer better come pretty damn soon because i cant wait, i love summer it just makes everything so much better. vacation was so good, even though it was me and the boys, but the boys are fun lol......we just hung out at mikes and the ( Read more... )

everything is fake..everyone puts on an act to try to make things seem better when nothings better at all...for a long time i was good at covering up things..and by things i mean everything...having almost everything uncovered now scares me...i feel like im vulnerable to anything and everyone...i worry people i see it in there eyes and that hurts ( Read more... )

i really dont know what to say anymore...but thanx for being there....i know this, that every mornig i wake up and want to get out of bed for one reason to be with you guys the people who are there for me and even though i dont say it alot im glad your here.

no school till 10 tommorow..theres something to look forward to

everything has come to a screeching halt.....all my happiness was totally thrown out the window, today i could barley smile....im so hurt and i dont know what to do.....i think what changed was i was so happy with my life that i knew it was gonna end soon and today was that day when everything that was making me happy was crushed.......it always ( Read more... )

this weekend has been alot of fun..friday i had my birthday party it was alot of fun and im glad kelsey was here i missed her...everyone was in a good mood and it was awesome i love when everyone can get along..thne after almost everyone left...me,chelsey,krystal,busty,kelsey and brendan went to ihop and ate lol it was a fun time and by the time we ( Read more... )

MY BIRTHDAY IS GOING TO BE AWESOME!!!!!

soo i've decided right now i have some of the bestest friends i've ever had there all super amazing...and they wonder why im always happy and really its all thanx to them. theres certain people that just make me smile everyday and i love them for that.....

special thanx to the best girls ever...amanda,krystal ( Read more... )

Im gonna be home on my birthday now!!! yay so i cna spend it with some awesome kids ( Read more... )