i'm tired of holding on to things that don't matter.

people make mistakes & people change.
i'm over most things that have happened in the past.
starting today, things will be different.
sometimes i know everything will be okay.

and i'm going to try and do my best to remember that.

so who wants to come over
and see my five kittens.
they're really little, not
even old enough to adopt.

&&they are CUTE.

what do i deserve?

this is when i realize everything that i have forgotten.

as of today;
i hate motorcycles
i hate memories
i hate caring
i hate loss

life is fragile
you're dying

smiles. bees. coffee. sheets. paint. drum set. socks. markers. car stereo. pencils. flowers. water. skin. toothbrush. suit. push-pin. ladybug. repeat. lips. guitar string. mirror. fish. silk. playground. kitten. fingernail. jewelry. nightlight. insomnia. coordination. broken bones. cracked pavement. ulcers. ( Read more... )

( i apoligize )

i am content.
i am happy.

this could be obvious to you.

FUCK
THE
PAIN
AWAY

.

honestly, could i be protected with you suddenly gone?

i love sand.

i never thought i'd have this problem.

i can deal with everything else.
but this time, it's not about me.
it's about you. &i'm worried.