GRRRRRRR
Right, i'm gonna try and write this without crying. somehow don't think it's gonna be happening though. i feeel like SHIT. again. i really wanna cut. for the past week it's been literally all i've thought about. i've got this picture in my head of how i want to cut and it just won't go away. My forearms are all healed and yet all i want to do is
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awww! dont worry!! YOU CAN DO THIS! I mean it, you're stronger than even you realise. It may be hard but you can do it... and all this time to you may even be a good thing (not quite sure how yet).
About the cutting. the best thing to do is find something exercise-ish to do. like... join a gym or something. I know it sounds nuts, but I spent the whole day in the garden yesterday. I wanted to cut SO badly, but knew that if I did then I'd totaly not be here now. So I cut the grass with sheers (not a lawn mower).... it made my arms ache SO much! by the time I had finished I was too exhausted to do anything else...
just a suggestion..
love you oodles
XxXx
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i'll text you, im not just gonna leave you! Hope stuff goes better than it has been.
xxx
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