i feel like tomorrows the first day of school.
i've never been this confused before in my entire life.

the saddest thing just happened but it was so beautiful.
so i don't know why i'm crying..because i'm sad or it was so beautiful that it made me cry.

noelle &i are dating ( Read more... )

i'm difficult to hold on to but once you have me, you have me completely.
my life is crazy and i'm gunna end up hurting a girl who's really nice and cares a lot.

i will not let my past hinder my future.
it's the secret.

i love my kelly ( Read more... )

i really can only just sit and laugh at the events of the past 24 hrs.
hoooooooly shit me.
hahahahahahahhaha, and NO ONE is online to talk to about it!

the thing is, im literally sitting on my bed just laughing ahhhhhahahahaha!

let's keep it up..i love smiling this much.

here's the thing..
i can't let her go cause it's the silly things she does that make me smile too much to ever wanna not be around her.
&i know it's been a rollercoaster but she's my boo, my baby, my lover, my love, my best friend, my everything. she has my heart. &she's the only one i refuse to give up on.

last night was a shit show.
yay me i was a drunken mess, throwing tantrums in the driveway and passing out on melissa's bathroom floor.
i just want her to be happy and she was crying and it broke my heart.
i'm a messssss.

i guess the greatest lesson i've learned this past year is that things keep moving foward. you have to work to keep things how you want and if people aren't willing to, move on ( Read more... )