and i was positive that unless i got myself together,i would watch myself fall apart.and i cant...

[cut_lastsummer]

so ive been laying my bed for like thirty minutes trying to forget about all the things running through my head. i was trying to just make it all go away, it didnt work out quite that way.

i dont know what the problem is but lately...i dont know i just dont ever feel like doing much of anything really.i just have been in one of those foul and

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[pconsuela]

I will be home soon. and when i come home...we are going to be together for a whole month. and i know i cant replace the people you have lost, but maybe i can help you get through the tough times. i know what you mean about getting away from everything. and for a while...it works. for a while, it's so nice to be distant from the problems. or so you think-they don't leave you ipa. they follow you. you'll find memories wherever you go. you'll see each of them in all you do. and that's a good thing. memories are good for us. memories of people we love who we no longer have the blessing of seeing or talking to. college is great. but it doesn't get rid of the drama. it just gives you NEW drama. there are new stupid people with new stupid attitudes and who say new stupid things and follow new stupid crowds and who will make you angry. and when you get out of college...you will work with new people with new drama..when you get married-you will meet new couples with new drama. when you have kids..you will meet new families with new drama. the

[wlknonsunshine]

jessica the most beautiful girl in the world rayle,

number one.. i love you. number two.. i know how hard it is when every time you turn around, you see something and remember how great it used to be. you cant help but wish everything was perfect, the way it was again. but truth be told, and i need to get through this as well, but things can be perfect again. you just have to let it. you have to let go, and that it so much more harder than it sounds. and you know that. but just know that one day, things will be perfect again, just like you. and if it means going away to college to find yourself.. then go. if your mom loves you, she'll understand. thats what happenes between people who love each other. they understand. and if you ever need anything, a shoulder to cry on, someone to talk to, or someone to laugh with, im always here. and i always will be. you mean way too much to me not to be.

i love you and i hope you can find better days sometime soon. im thinking about you.

<3Kelly

[tributetobob]

Im going to keep this short and sweet. I love you. That is all there is to it. I might be a booger snot and not show it, but I do. And your family does... and Ashley does, and Kelly does and Ms. Jones does and that lady with the gooley eyes that lives next door. ok maybe not the googley eyed lady cause i dont know if there is a googley eyed lady, but i know that all the other people love you.

"Oh my emotional baggage! Why did I have to get this girl pregnant!?!"

[warmoctnights]

you know.. you're going through a rough time right now. and you might be super sad.. and i totally get that, because things for me right now aren't the greatest either, but when i see you in the halls with your contagious smile.. it makes my days brighter. jessica you're so great. and for the little time i've known you i know that you're an amazing person. cheer up<3 SLEEPOVER SOOOOOON! whooooo! :) yayayyaaaaa.. ha.

i so got you good the other day! HA !