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[cutandpasteme]

I feel really confused about myself right now. Why do guys not like me? I can't get a guy. Ever. Basically my low self esteem is getting to me now more than ever. Why do I even bother getting dressed up and looking nice if I'm not even noticed?? Seriously, what about me is so revolting? I actually cried today thinking about it. I'm a good person..

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[tlaani_ding]

Well, I don't know if I should begin by saying that you are very pretty or that I have the completely same experience. Fortunately, I have developed an attitude of not caring, and when I look good it is usually for myself (because I usually feel self conscious when I don't look very good).

Anywho, hugs! Will I see you next weekend when I'm in Austin?

[margolaine]

awww Jen :( what happened ?? You seem so sadddd and not well :(
I wish I was in COllege Station right now to help you feel better!by bringing you a huge poutine AND chocolate!and then we could go shopping!
But seriously, you shouldn't feel so bad about yourself!:( you're so pretty and cute and fun and nice and a good friend!I love you Jen!!and I miss you a lot :(

[cutandpasteme]

Aw thanks marjo.

I'm not really this miserable all the time. It's a once in a while kind of thing... I'm just being silly I guess. I get really jealous too nowadays. But I really am having a great time here. I miss you toooooo and I want to eat poutine with youuuuu let's make a date someday.