I'm wicked bored...........this sucks....

I have come to figure out (slowly, I'll admit), that I have been keeping a lot of unnecessary anger and frustration inside of me. Until tonight, I thought (at least I felt) that the world was against me. I don't know why I felt like that, only that I did, and all the happiness I thought I was feeling, up until recently, was a lie. I wasn't ( Read more... )

I got a new car...well new to me anyway..it's a 96 Saturn Sl1...I"m so excited about it.

So, I crashed my car the other day.....it isn't that bad though. my hood is smooshed up and my headlights are pushed in, but it is fixable. thank god. other than that, things are good. my boyfriend is good, my work is good, my life is good. I'm applying for a job at the valley street jail...we will see how that goes. :)

so, i've figured out just how bad trish must feel. i mean, we leave this place, and *poof* it's like we never existed here at all. it's pretty fucked up how everyone is just too busy to call or whatever, but every time they see me they all want to get together or some stupid shit. it's not worth it.

Everyone is back at hesser now......whoo-hoo... I don't think that I am going to really have time to spend here other then when i am working. if people wanna get in contact, they know where to find me....or how to find me. i only work down the street for crying out loud. oh well, whatever.

So my birthday was sunday...thanks everyone for remembering...whatever...it was just another day....

So, I have a boyfriend now...officially.....he is so great to me..I'm so excited. and I finally got my license......now i just have to pick up my car. which i'm gonna do soon if i have any say about it...my sister is coming up for my birthday...i'm super happy she is coming, i just wish my dad would too....i would love for him to meet jesse.. i ( Read more... )

so, i'm sitting here at hesser, "tutoring"....yes i know i said i was going to quit, but i need the money. i spent yet another night at jesse's...this is turning into a serious thing here guys......although he repeatedly tells me how cool i am, and how much he likes me, he also tells me he doesn't want a girlfriend. he is the most confused guy i ( Read more... )

so...we made it to ozzfest. it was the coolest thing i have ever experienced. ever. I met my favorite band, and got thier autographs, well only 3 of them, but it was worth it. lisa and i got caught up in the madness that is a slipknot pit, and we almost died, but we were so close..i could see up cory's nose!...(actually we were like 3 rows away ( Read more... )