Silly me

[cute_loser24]

I hate liking people.

I really do. I always get all antsy wondering when I'll see them around....ugh...it's pretty frustrating. I almost wish I could stop, but then I wouldn't have anything to look forward to. It feels like it did when I was a freshman in high school and I liked fuck face, I was always excited to come to school at the prospects of

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[packtnredy8466]

oh man, do i know how you feel.

therapy is super-awesome if you get someone who gives you what you need and works with you. in my experience, most therapists are not like this; you have to keep looking until you find the right one (or stay with a not-so-bad one and accomplish little over a long period of time *sigh*). if you're thinking about it, i say go for it, especially while you're in university and can use their services and don't have to let your parents know or pay for it. but i would advise having some idea of what you do and don't want before you go so you can be your own advocate.

plus, the older you get, the less you can blame your parents for giving you your issues, and the more you have to blame yourself for perpetuating them. i am learning this the hard way. :)

i've been meaning to reply to your sleep bulletin on myspace--i want to look something up before i do it and i've been too lazy. so, um, stay tuned.

LOL

[cute_loser24]

thanks! yea i know how you feel, i continue and will probably continue to hold all this inside and continue down this path, but for now i can still blame them ;0)

hehe well i'm looking forward to your reply!!