Carson and i got into a fight and i feel really sick in fact i came home from school.anyway i hate this. i hate fighting. but it always seems to be my fault.....hes calling.............UGH and of corse we make up. i dont know. we have a funky relationship but as weird as it sounds, i am glad we fight because if people in a relationship dont argue ( Read more... )

well im up and getting ready to go to school. i only have today and tomorrow left and i am finially done and ready for a 3 week break. that was Carson that typed all that stuff to me. yesterday we celebrated our 6 months and it was aweomsome. i didnt realize what time it was so i have to go.

this is maddies boyfriend : i just wanted to say how much i love u and that i know we have been thru alot lately but every cupple u know that shit happens like u say ,but i know that every thing will be ok because i love u so much and i will nevert let anything come between us ever no one or nothing will ever break us apart ,i love you wwith all my ( Read more... )

well its friday, my favorite day of the week.....that is at night! im a night kinda girl like an owl or something. i hate the day time! well i get my cell phone back on tuesday. im excited cause i havent had my cell for like 3 weeks now because of some dumb shit. i dont even know. anyway im looking for this song called Its all Good by bone thugs ( Read more... )

i just got home from school and today was good other than the fact that i was tired all day and kinda grumpy. but i got an A- on my research report and i have like 98.9% in the class now so thats always good. i just ate a McDonalds double cheesebuger. i dont know why i ate it, i always feel grose after i eat those....there just oosing with fat and ( Read more... )

damn i write a lot on this thing. well i have to go to bed and i wanted to write before i did. i just saw carson for a litte while. hes done with the side job he was doing and he will be getting paid like 600-700 dollars for it. im glad. i am so tired i better get to bed.   THANKYOU TO THE PEOPLE TALKING TO ME. lol

goodnight :)

well i still dont quite know whats going on with the whole thing i last wrote in my journal but i am not a part of it so it doesnt make me involved to much but at the same time i am because i live here. oh well i dont know. im going to worry about it. my moms always stressing about something lately anyway. thats how she is though, i kinda feel bad ( Read more... )

So i just got to my moms a little while ago. im waiting for she and my step dad to get home so i can eat steak for dinner! MMMM i love steak, i think all my friends know that. anyway im kinda bored but not too bad. my uncle is here preparing for dinner and glancing in at the movie Brucl all Mighty. i like that movie but it reminds me of bad times ( Read more... )

omg i just wrote hella stuff and my comper erased it some how. anyway i just got home a lil bit ago and talked to carson. i guess his boss told him that when they go to Japan he is going to have to be a roomate with some girl, close to his age and probably attractive, and i dont like the idea of that, neither does carson. so he talked to his boss ( Read more... )

i dont have to pee anymore :)