apology & other stuff
okay, for all that have been witness to my terrible tiredness/rudeness/tempermentalness lately, i apologize. i actually have been wondering why the heck i have been this way and thought i was sick or had mono or something (not seriously but my sister thought i was serious & like kept saying i had mono at least twice a day). so i went to the doctor yesterday & she was freaking out about what was wrong w/me & i seriously didn't think it was that big of a deal but she's like "ur exhausted, u look like u've been on the night shift and have been awake for 36 hours" and like started dissecting my life & why i'm so tired (been sleeping in hour intervals instead of full sleep & stuff). so now i'm on like 6 pills + 2 vitamins + 2 nose things (sinus infection) oh and like drammamine (don't ask why, i have noo idea cause my problem isn't that i can't get to sleep but that i can't find time to sleep). and now i have a prescribed bedtime as in 11pm i have to be in bed. forever. so yes, i apologize & this has been my situation for the past couple of months & i have been tempermental, my nana thought i was depressed (which my doctor said i wasn't clinically, i was just exhausted & starting to develop symptoms of depression), & i've had a couple of emotional breakdowns at my family so i don't think you've experienced it but if any of this has gotten to you guys, i apologize. i also wanted to tell u that because i've been like this, things u may have said or looks or actions i may have taken more seriously than they were meant or may have reacted in a way unlike how i would normally act. i just wanted to say sorry if i've been not nice recently & hopefully things'll be better soon.
also, i am told to tell adena & alex again that you need to bring helen the $28 for the cookies reaaally soon.
also, i am so excited megs got asked to prom & am extreemely jealous (not cause brandon asked her but cause she got asked) and was wondering if any of u wanted to plan to do something fun for prom? no one has wanted to talk to me about it but i was hoping i wouldn't have to go stag & alone so...when u guys want to talk about it, come find me i guess? i don't know. i guess i'll talk to u later, luck on bio tests & other tests tomorrow!
also, i am told to tell adena & alex again that you need to bring helen the $28 for the cookies reaaally soon.
also, i am so excited megs got asked to prom & am extreemely jealous (not cause brandon asked her but cause she got asked) and was wondering if any of u wanted to plan to do something fun for prom? no one has wanted to talk to me about it but i was hoping i wouldn't have to go stag & alone so...when u guys want to talk about it, come find me i guess? i don't know. i guess i'll talk to u later, luck on bio tests & other tests tomorrow!