This isn't happening...but it is
I'm so past pissed off and crying that I'm lost.
The ONE thing I look forward to has basically been cancelled.
I'm not going to Disneyland. The one day we were supposed to go...something came up with Michael.
He flat out refuses to miss one day of church to go the next day too.
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!
WE'RE NEVER GONNA GO NOW BECAUSE EVERYBODY HAS SCHOOL AND WORK AND I FUCKING HATE MICHAEL. I HATE HIM! I SERIOUSLY HATE HIM!
I am so unhappy right now. FUCK!!!!
Ok...So I just want to say that I didn't wait long enough or calm down before doing the above. I refrained from actually cussing out Michael and called my mom instead. I was crying as I talked to her and she just felt really bad. Kim and Michael had a fight online and now they don't want to talk to each other. That part sucks. Here's the good part...
My mom said that Kim and I should still go and get a hotel room. She would help out as long as the hotel was nearby and not too expensive. So basically...Kim and I are gonna go to the park and then stay overnight in a hotel. That is pretty awesome. It sucks that we can't go with Michael because we rarely get to see him. The main reason is because a business thing came up. I understand that things happen (I gotta keep telling myself this) so even the longest standing plans can fall apart.
Michael and I and others may go in December now. Now I think I'm done for the day.