come home for a visit dammit, i miss you TOOOO much :(
and no, at this particular time in my life i could definitely be happier. and what's really sad is that i know exactly what things i could do to make myself immediately ecstatic but i don't have the balls, money, and/or stamina/energy to do any of it. or i might just be sabotaging myself as usual. though seriously all i would have to do is apply for a job, pack up the important shit, and make a few phone calls and BAM so much better. but no..
no, im not happy either. i think the cosmic alignment is fucked up or something. you should come to houston. it would be good fun. AND. did you get my package?? haha
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and no, at this particular time in my life i could definitely be happier. and what's really sad is that i know exactly what things i could do to make myself immediately ecstatic but i don't have the balls, money, and/or stamina/energy to do any of it. or i might just be sabotaging myself as usual. though seriously all i would have to do is apply for a job, pack up the important shit, and make a few phone calls and BAM so much better. but no..
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