I hate myself...

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Maybe not myself. But my mind...it's so...confused and hurt by everything that I just can't see anything straight. This is not fair, I never asked for any of this. I'm not sure where to go from here, or what to do. It's taking everything in me to not get mad. I want to SO bad. It'd make things so much easier. GOD WHY?!??! Life seemed to be going so

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STOP!

[sparelead]

Melissa... why are you doing this to yourself? Stop putting yourself down! It is not your fault your family has problems! You are doing everything you can to help! Let the burden fall off your back! I know you are getting pissed at me for saying this, but yes, again it is another "God this and God that" thing. He is with you right now, so give it to him! Fall to your knees, cry, beg, whatever you have to do, and give it to Him!