Hey whats up? not much here. i had a bad day because i found out that adri told kya that i hooked up with alex and she was all thats fucked up you should tell amber and kya was all no i dont believe you so im not gonna say anything. so see what great friends i have? i dont have any cept 4 connie and straya. oh well i cant trust anyone at this ( Read more... )

Hey whats up? not much here. i had a horrible day today. I am sad and frustrated and i dont know what to believe. Ok well I will tell you the story. today in Sw crafts i was mad at Pula and he asked me what was wrong and i was all nothing i just heard that you, brian and jake made a bet about me and he was all well who told you that because i would ( Read more... )

Hey everyone whats crackin? im so bored right now and no body is online except for....erin, elenna, steven, and vanessa. but i dont think any of them want to talk to me right now. Anyway so whats new with all of you? i havent talked to alex all weekend which isnt very surprising cuz i never talk to him on the weekends. oh well. i have other friends ( Read more... )

Hey whats crackin? Nothing much over here just bored as hell. So i guess I had a good day. I was really bored. I was supposed to go to the movies with jeri today for her b-day but i didnt have a ride home. so yeah....jeri was all well call alex an he will give u a ride i was all yeah right i wish i dont think he would come cuz hes probly with amber ( Read more... )

Hey!! hows it goin for u all? its going ok for me. i just found out today that connie let alex read this. Oh well. I hope i didnt scare him off cuz if i did then that would suck balls. I hope that he wouldnt get scared off because of what i say about him on here. Oh well its all good right? But also im kind of happy that he read it cuz he was being ( Read more... )

hey ok im calmed down now from earlier. now that i read that last entry, i think i sounded so dumb because of everything i said. so nobody believe the parts about me wanting to kill myself because i realize theres no point in killing yourself just to be happy. you can always go to therapy which i think im gonna do. Later
XoXo Jax*

hey im so pissed and sad right now!! i feel like killing myself!! ugh everything is going wrong in my life i hate it!! i dont think there is any point in living anymore like seriously. Like i know this may sound dumb but i think i said this in the last entry but i think i love alex. yeah i know whoever is reading this is probably thinking that im ( Read more... )

hey! wow i actually have people who actually read my entries now!today was good. it was fun in geography if u want to know the details with me n **** then u can ask me cuz im not sure if i want to post it cuz u never know who reads this shit. thats so cool estrella reads these things. if u read this u need to get a live journal!!Anyway alex emailed ( Read more... )

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