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Dec 28, 2010 17:12

wow.

I truly TRULY cannot stand the constant stress and tension and scrapping in the house.

I'm miserable all the time and it never stops.

From the early morning until the kids go to bed, Taran acts up, Ron overreacts when he gets after Taran, and I get so stressed that I self mutilate.

Seriously, my home life bites.

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hungrybuns December 29 2010, 02:27:11 UTC

Aaaaaaargh, LAME.
I've been listening to youtube videos of rockin' performances by The Doors, which seems to relieve mucho stress. But don't do that if you hate The Doors. It'll just make it worse.

Hey, at least you're a total babe!

cutencreepy December 29 2010, 03:15:37 UTC

I do hate the Doors.

And Led Zepplin.

And all the other music that the stoners I grew up with used to listen to.

Hey, did you get my email about the paypal request?

mrskmw December 29 2010, 20:01:25 UTC

this is not good. Any chance the cycle can get broken?

cutencreepy December 30 2010, 19:38:02 UTC

Obnoxious stubborn 9 yr old boy and stubborn 44 yr old dude: Clash of the Titans.

Actually, most of the time they get along fine. It's just stressful when they bicker. I don't deal well with negativity.

hate my life alot of day too cheekyminx78 December 30 2010, 17:02:39 UTC

I feel the sme way most of the time. Mine steems from total boredom and being alone. My son now goes to school, I have moved into my husband house in po dunk Euless and have no friends or family. So I spend all day alone working out and cleaning and watching mindless tv. Then when everyone gets home they dont really want shit to do with me casue Devan ( son ) wants to play with his neighborhood friends and the husband is tired from along day at work...... Im not sure what to do to be happy either... Im thinking medication honeslty?

Re: hate my life alot of day too cutencreepy December 30 2010, 19:36:46 UTC

I felt the same when we moved from Vancouver Island to Melfort, Saskatchewan. It was like stepping back in time 30 years. I was alone and miserable.

It took some time, but I got a job, started studying to become a personal trainer (now I have the home business going), and got hella focused on working out. Now I'm training for my first Bikini competition.

I wouldn't recommend meds. For reals. It's hard, but try to focus on yourself. Do things for you. You need to have some fun and interests to keep you from needing something that your husband and son can't give.

*Hugs*

Re: hate my life alot of day too cheekyminx78 January 1 2011, 23:01:21 UTC

Well I am also a personal trianer and started my own company about three years ok. So we have alot in commmon ( ... )

Re: hate my life alot of day too voodoodollyiii January 2 2011, 03:38:35 UTC

I was thinking of medication, too, but I want to try to stay away from it.

voodoodollyiii January 2 2011, 03:36:59 UTC

Gosh--I hope it gets better soon. I'm there with you, though, minus the mutilation. And then after the kids go to bed, I have lingering annoyance with Allen over little things, and he is too tired from the day and pissed about having to do work at home at night, that we hardly even have fun anymore. And have I mentioned that we don't even do STUFF hardly anymore because he has decided his libido has just disappeared? Yeah...maybe once a month if I am LUCKY. My home life blows, too, but it will get better. Just wanted you to know you aren't alone, even though I never write about it. It's a HORRIBLE, HORRIBLE feeling. That's why one of my new year's resolutions is to make MYSELF happy no matter what.