I.wish.I.were.smarter.

the end.

K, so Joe Jonas is dating Taylor Swift?? howw can I compete with that!! haha. Totally in love with Joe (dont tell Nick) and love Taylors music so guess I cant be too mad.  Guess you could say Im a bit obsessed with the Jonas Brothers :)

Today I was real bored and decided to read my old livejournals, and can I just tell you how much fun that was!!! ( Read more... )

you could guess this isnt a happy post. to be perfectly honest i havent been quite happy in sometime now. things could be worse, although at the moment it doesnt really seem that way. not only do i not have a job anymore but i also dont have a car!. arg. today around 4pm i was driving home from meijers and my tired self not paying attention hit the ( Read more... )

1) If I were a doll, the accessories packaged with me would be ( Read more... )

its something so little and yet it causes such grief. 
i know slowly its slipping away, so slow infact i can barely even notice
inside i know what is right, know what should be done but the desire to make the difference is lacking
lacking in effords and lacking more so even giving a shit.
now comes the part when one decides what should be done, the ( Read more... )

AMERICAN IDOL TOUR IS TONIGHTTTT! WOOOOHOOOOOOO <3

Many pics will be soon to follow ;)

xoxo

 x. What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: there isnt one.. in the movie 'p.s. i love you' i trieddd so hard but no luck ( Read more... )

 I am: confused at what i want.
I think: about stupid things wayyy to much!
I want: to go camping with all my friends :)
I have: more going for me than i think.
I wish: i lived somewhere with warmer weather
I hate: always being broke.. grr
I miss: not having a care in the world
I feel: that a vacation is well needed right now
I hear: the radio playing ' ( Read more... )

 i wish i could stop focusing on myself for once and just let life happen. not worry about what my life will turn up like or who i will marry. it makes me sick how much i worry about my life. obviously its starting to catch up with me. i have been to the doctors more this year then ever in my life. now i have hipoglacemia.. guess i dont eat right. ( Read more... )

In the blink of an eye time has passed. A sudden change has occured within myself leaving me puzzled at what I've become. I ask myself, how did I become this? How did I let myself stray this far away from what Ive known. Its scary realizing the person you actually are, instead of what you think you are. Im afraid to say I have fallen short of what ( Read more... )