my brother said some mean things to me last night and it made me cry for a while, then talking about it was hard and while talking on the phone with Charlie I had to bite my lip to not cry, idk why he says some of the things he does, we were so close and getting along so well...I mean this was probably the closest we have been in a while and it ( Read more... )

never thought I'd say it...I miss new egypt!!! We won our game 13-0..haha awesome, but it was Manalapan so we always beat them ayway, idk who we play next week but we built a string winning streak so if we keep it up we mgiht make it to finals, we did last yaer but ended up in fourth, this year we should do better, we onyl ahd like one goal scored ( Read more... )

game tonight, and I wont' be home to play, I should be back thursday and I miss everyone!! Every morning when I wake up the first thing I think about is Charlie and we pretty muc talk through texting the whole day then we talk either int he morning at night or both...I miss him so much, and I can't wait to come home and finally be with him. Being ( Read more... )

Played Howell tonight in the bubble...and we won 5-0, they got close to scoring a couple times because we are lacking a goalie but they never got around to it, we're too tough = ) So anyway, it was kewl we had one shot on goal and the goalie happened to kick it back to me and I got really low and just pushed it right inbetween her legs...then ( Read more... )

yesterday I went to NYC all day from about 8 in the morning (after waking up at 630 to go) until 10 at night. It was fun and I got some kewl pics, a nice necklace, a shirt, some postcards, jazzy's christmas gift, and i got to keep my card from taking the subway, fun stuff....

Today...my mom went out and my dad went to his friends...my brother is ( Read more... )

"each look into your eyes I fall more in love"

"It seems the more you care about something...or someone...the scarier it gets when you think about losing them..."

-Everwood

went to the mall and saw my outfit from american eagle...!!! i want it sooo bad ( Read more... )

...keep pretending...?

Today was ok, I hugged Charlie the whole time in gym class while we watched Dumb and Dumber, and then I had to take my chem TEST...thought it was a quiz...but anyway I totally guessed everything, in hopes I will fail and get a 100 when I retake it, so it'll average to about an 85 because I'm going for a 70 on the one I just took...yup I'm a loser, ( Read more... )