i kinda think everyone is mad at me...and i am ok with that.

10 bands/albums i've been listening to lately ( Read more... )

today was a horrible day at work. i am the new all-around scapegoat. whenever my boss doesn't feel right, she takes it out on me. great. i am so tired of this. i am not used to this nit-picky shit. i don't even want to be here and there are other places i could be. places i want to be.

leaving in january is starting to look really spectacular.

there is sooooooo much drama at work (and work is all i do). it's sort of amusing and sort of disturbing ( Read more... )

my life has been so strange lately. it's bad then it's good and it's just STRESS all the time. and all things point to me having made the right decision. even if i have to wait. even if it seems like a long time and i'm scared and i'm not doing anything about it. going back is the right decision. this is not the right place for me. i'm existing ( Read more... )

drama drama drama drama drama drama drama

i can't say any more than that right now. i don't care to relive it any more.

there is so much badness....so much badness and i feel so small against it. but i will do all that i can. i will fight it any. way. that i can ( Read more... )

i am so bored.

i miss him so much.

not a good combo.

HAPPY BIRFDAY, MARIEEEE!!!!

technical fucking difficulties?

well isn't that just fucking great?