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[cutestunderwear]

okay hurrah now it's the time of night to get fucked up and do boring stupid stuff until i pass out in a few hours (mean when it's almost light out. grr.)
except now i have AMBIEN (mmm) so maybe i'll get to have fun AND sleep.

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[organfailure]

What happens if you don't get fucked up? Can you sleep? Or is sleep now dependant on drugs?

[snow_hat]

the truth is it's hell getting to sleep either way.
the nights i actually get good sleep are quite random - substances or no substances.
i am relieved to have ambiem because i know that it works, but i also have to be really careful about when/where/how i take it because i'm almost impossible to wake up one i'm out.

i almost wish i was dependent on drugs to sleep because then it would mean they at least WORKED. :( joo know?

[snow_hat]

and i have definately cut back on the pot - that's been nice.
in a weird way. good way. wouldn't want to quit, but it's still nice to be smoking less.

[organfailure]

Well, I can't relate firsthand, I've only had minor insomnia before... but damn that was enough :(

I know you've had insomnia before, and then it got better for a while didn't it? At least you've got something that can help you sleep when you do take it..... damn! That stuff must knock you from here to Tuesday!
Have you tried a half dose maybe? I've never had to deal with sleeping drugs before, is it still effective at lower doses? Or is it a kind of all or nothing deal?

Man.. I'm sorry you have to deal with that. It would drive me bonkers if I couldn't sleep all night long.

[lets_carbonate]

okay maia here is the deal, bc im stressing out a little...
originally i thought we were just spending like one night in LA so i asked for the begninng of the week off

but now im scheduled for both monday and tuesday (which i am trying to get a hold of the manager about). if i cant get ahold of her, im responsible for getting my shifts covered, but i guess a few other girls are scrambling to do the same and there is going to be a shortage of hostesses

HOPEFULLY the manager figures something out though because she straight up told me i could have those off (but now she is on vacation for couple of days)

also i was scheduled for saturday night. were u leaving then or friday night?

so pretty much i just need dates... when you're coming to LA, when we were planning on seeing gina, and when your flight leaves. i know ive asked you before but i keep forgetting so if its in writing it will help =)

and then hopefully i can figure this shit out
mwah!

[snow_hat]

oy, should i call you?
i'll e-mail you too.
ugh, i'm sorry i tried to get ahold of you earlier. :(

[snow_hat]

i e-mailed you.
god i hope you aren't getting mad or annoyed?
it's probably more annoying that i keep asking that.

i'm having lots of guilt, please excuse my neuroses.

[lets_carbonate]

no im not mad! just frustrated with work, and hoping that this all works out because i want us to have a fun/non stressful week =)