Why do i feel like it's all slipping away... Why do i fell like im losing the emotional stability I worked so hard to find... Why are the hands on the clock ticking backwards...?
Is it weird that I don't care when someone tells me that they like someone I like...? Is it odd that I give up so easily...? Is it strange that if she likes him and he likes her and I like him that I'll gladly offer to be the maid of honor at their wedding...?
(Except I'm going to be fucking pissed when we lose power tomorrow cuz my house... you could blow on the power lines and the power and cable will go out)
I think I finally get it... I'm not happy because I'm bored I'm completely and totally bored with my life as it is... Thing is I don't see anyway to fix that It's not like if I make a few changes and go out more or to different places it'd help This I know and can tell I need a radical change Something new Something special