wow..life sucks..wut is wrong with me? did i do something wrong?.. i still am trying to figure this out..i cried way too much today over him and i hate that. i hate being a girl like that but i cant help it cuz i cared about him so much and honestly think i still do and i hate myself even more for that..im so lost and sad right now but the only ( Read more... )

smoked a cigarette-no, eww gross lol ( Read more... )

sometimes life sucks...

lol...i am so tired right now..college is very tiring haha...i dont even know wut i am updating about right now, i just felt that i should..lol....soo umm i decided that i am never drinking again..well not really...but at least just not as much as i did last night..i was a freakin idiot....:-( oh well, i didnt really do nething stupid, but i just ( Read more... )

hi guys..its me caitlin smith, does ne one remember me?? im gone far away in niagara university..in the oshea dorm..i miss my friends like crazy and im sad and i wanna cry cuz i dont think my boyfriend likes me ne more and it sucks cuz i dont get to see him....although i love nu so far, i love my roommate and all these ppl that i have been meeting ( Read more... )

here was my day ( Read more... )

i am the biggest dork becuz i am so happy that i have my computer back. lol. just got home from vacation in cape cod tonight. so obviously i am updating my livejournal..hehe..right now i'm just sittin, pretty bored, cuz i can't get a hold of ne of my friends..woot woot. i just ate dinner, i was so hungry, i ate chicken fingers from mikes, sooooo ( Read more... )

i love that song..i love my life...i'm so happy... i couldn't even be better. Andy makes me so happy and when i'm with him, i honestly dont wanna be newhere else..i finally know how this feels..yes there have been other guys..but not one has made me feel exactly like this...i hope im not annoying ppl, but i just feel like tellin everyone lol..im ( Read more... )

i need to update on my life...i love that its 9:30 and i am actually up...i actually got up at 7:30 cuz my dad had to have his corvette fixed and i needed to go with him so he'd have a ride home..lol...then he took me to timmy ho's..i love my daddy..lol ( Read more... )

God...I DO NOT want to go to college anymore...The first time something great happens in my life and I have to leave it. It sucks hugely. I am upset..but very happy at the same time...if u need to know wut i am talking about...IM me or call me lol cuz im not gonna go in detail on Lj..lol