SOOO.... The end of en ara (i don't know if thats how you spell that), I'm officially done with high school. "no more pencils, no more books. no more teachers, dirty looks." This year has been one of the most emotionally hard years of them all. all the work, all the friendships, all the fun times....they are done....i can't make any more. Everyone ( Read more... )

( ) smoked a cigarette ( Read more... )

"its onet the meaning of life that matters....its the meaning of your life that makes all the difference"

prom was yesterdat and the dance was beautiful.....more to comeabout that!

4 days left of school.....i can't wait

i don't really feel like talking so peace out

FiFi

so i was thinking.....i push people away....when i have any kind of relationship....if its a friendship or a more personal relationship.....i'm afraid of people really getting to know me.....i have had some of the most amazing people come into my life and i just pushed them out b/c i didn't want them to see the real me......to see something i'm ( Read more... )

so i have been thinking......about how i want to be held, kissed, thought about when i'm not around......be loved! i see all the people around me with their boyfriends and i think that i want that, i want someone who cares about me in such a way that i won't have to worry about anything......i want to not have to think. i just want to hold someone ( Read more... )

I Hate MY CAR.............I RAN OVER MY MUFFLER!!!!!

I have been having the worse week for it being 1day till my birthday!

Happy Birthday to ME!!

Love ya,

FiFi

My day could not get any better if it tried. it all started yesterday when i got pulled over by the police, then i told someone i thought in confidence and he/she told like a shit load of ppl things that i wanted no one to know about (you know who you are)! i need to get away from this town, i have only been back for 4 days and i can't handle all ( Read more... )

so i got back last night at 5:00 am and we left myrtle beach on sat at 9:00 am, i don't ever want to drive that again! I had a blast and i will be happy to tell everyone about it! i met so many ppl there like mike, smithers, lee, jay, jake, nic, pav, "the captain", etc. thats just to name a few. i went parasailing......and i would do it again in a ( Read more... )

today was a day that everyone would be proud of me for. I talked to jordan!!!! i talked to him like the entire time at work today, thats 2 1/2 hours. we talked about how a tree fell on him and how he wasn't going anywhere for spring break, he has one of those smiles that just make you want to melt, and it is so HOT ( Read more... )

The reason i haven't written in here in awhile is that i have had a lot going on in the life of fifi. my grandfather past away, school/senior year is kicking my butt, and i'm just trying to get ready for next year looking for a new job (i think i found one ( Read more... )