By the time I come home, you're already STONED.
              sometimes I think I might be happier if I was a druggie haha. but then again, I'd be a lot less reliable..and people hold me to that.

You're sick of feeling
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                      Tell me your fantasies
                             I'll make you believe
                                                   That I really care
                                     I'll look into your eyes,
                                        I'll tell you all my lies.
                                                     As I ( Read more... )

                                                                Don't try to be cute with me
                                                                                          Cause I know you hate yourself.
                                                                                          And you'd end your stupid lies now
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Okay well that was gay, I clicked something and it erased this entry so now I have to do it again. LAME
Another day of work, Another entry ha!

Wake up, thought that everybody loved me
                                       Wake up, thought that everybody cared
                                        Wake up, ( Read more... )

But now I'm on to you
Tell me what you think I should do
Well, I never meant to make you mad
With all the things I never said

Well, I don't want to see you again
And I don't want to be your friend
                           I just want to live my life without you
But you'll be back again
And you'll wonder if we'll still be friends
But I'm sorry
I'm living ( Read more... )

Baby what am I to do??????????

So let's continue, haha.  Hmm people drive me crazy- good and bad.. and just in general..I'm not really angry or sad or anything right now..I'm just blah..I'm not tired..not bored..not stressed...pretty much I'm nothing right now.. WEIRD. so what else have I been up to..hmm...tried to repair some friendships, don't ( Read more... )

So I started my new job...and there really isn't much to do...and you can only clean something so many times before you are just cleaning CLEAN..so yeah I'm not cleaning anything today..  and I don't feel like checking the empty units to see if they are dirty, which is what I did the other day..but I only went through half...ehh I got another 4 ( Read more... )

ok so I pretty much left off with Woodstock Fair, so what has happened since then.........its only been like two weeks hmm...

I went to Cody's family reunion Sunday of the fair weekend for a bit, I wasn't planning on it I hadn't felt good all day but I figured maybe distraction would help...and it kinda did..I got to play around with the little kids ( Read more... )

SO classes are boring, just to start off...

okay so lets see if i can update a little from before ...before i catch up to now.

so I talked about the brooklyn fair..............so then there was the woodstock fair.. i got saturday off so i was free to go whenever I wanted on friday and saturday :)..
I actually think the fair kinda stunk this year... ( Read more... )

So yeah..ended up goin to the brooklyn fair TWICE.. ran into Ashley, my like..twin personality...hopefully I'll see her again at the Woodstock one. haha ran into a couple people I haven't seen....talking Alicia into tellin the guy she was twelve so she could get in free :) Arora paid for parking one day, then tried to eat all my fries..I don't ( Read more... )