well tonight was good I guess, until my i dn what to call him anymore. Will decides we should talk(in person), to maybe solve some problems. So we go to Diary Queen, where we get ice cream, that I didn't even wind up eating. I mean I guess things are slowly getting a little better. Were at least on speaking terms now, were on a break. Which for him ( Read more... )

Well today was much better than yesterday, I am just so glad I have all of my friends to help me out through this time. You guys mean so much to me, really I love each and everyone of you. Special thanks to Mimi a.k.a ( foghorn) and Kristen W. a.k.a. (lord of the caps) ..wow great times. But thanks for the "Feel Better" CD.. it is so great. But I ( Read more... )

I never thought this would happen to me, I mean to think the person I love would fucking cheat on me. I mean what was I thinking, to think someone would actually love me. I can't believe this happened to me, just yesterday during the day we were fine. He leaves my house having the balls to say I Love You, gets home,goes on-line and says we need a ( Read more... )

Well I know I haven't been keeping update journals. but I am still so swamped with things. My life right now is so crazy, I mean this going back and fourth to my moms and dads every week, is getting pretty old. I just wish I could just stay at one house, and visit the other on weekends. I feel I have no place, like I am just some person without a ( Read more... )

So I hope everyones Valentine's Day was good. I loved mine, it all started off on Valentine's Day. It was about 9 a.m. in the morning and I heard like a bang at my door. Since no one was home, I yelled go away, the kept banging and I finally got up. I opened the door and a lady was holding the biggest flower arrangement I have ever seen in my life ( Read more... )

Well hello, yes I know I haven't written in two days, but I have had zero time too. Geez I have not had one day of rest in so long I can't even remember. The past two days I go to school like usual, but then I either have cheer practice or a basketball game, then I go to work till like 8 or 9. It's so stressful. I just need a break and thank ( Read more... )

Today was such much better than yesterday. It was like the perfect day. I woke up and my boyfriend brought me breakfast over from my favorite place BURGER KING!! you should try it. We talked for a while and everything was fine. Then Mindy came over and got me and we went Valentine's Day shopping. Wow I think guys are so hard to shop for, maybe it's ( Read more... )

As I sit here I wonder why the hell I do wrong. I feel more and more shitty by the second....I just want to go in a dark corner and cry! I feel so alone right now and I have no one to run too. It's like I am lost and trying to find my way back. I thought I had everything going for me a nice family, great friends and an awesome boyfriend. At this ( Read more... )

Today was a well in the a.m. I was having a great day and in the P.M. I had a turn for the worse. It all started off well at school, I was doing great and it was a GREEN DAY, which ment early day. YEAH! So when I left school with Kristen we did some arrons. Then we cam back to my house before we had to go to cheerleading, and got ready. When the ( Read more... )

So I've had many journals in the past, but none that I have ever taken seriously. I guess this one could be the one I can take seriously or at least try my best to. Well today was a good day you could say, I mean besides the fact that it was a BORING white day. Anyways like must white days, the day went on so slow. I felt like I was walking through ( Read more... )