why cant people just live forever??

[cutiepie554422]

yea a lot has happened this week went by fast because it was the first week that i had my liscense so of course i drove around everywhere. but thats not what matters to me right now. im just worried about my grandpa. he had a heart attack a while back and he was getting better but just recently he had a sever stroke and it caused him to get blood

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[thelifeofshell]

paulie you made me cry again brett kelsey and will probably go visit him again today but arent sure how long well be there brett doesnt know how much he can handle seeing him like that. i had a dream last night well it was more of reliving a memory of where brett and i rode our bikes to his house and he gave us little bags of chips and pop and then we went to mcdonalds and he bought us happy meals like he use to. Then i was up for a while remembering stupid little things like when i was still in redford and he would always stop at our house in the morning for a cup of coffee or how you could always walk into his house and be sleepinig on the floor and the singing like you said and all his random comments that you couldnt help but laugh at. The really silly thing is that im 18 yrs old but when im really sad or lonley like when im in the hospital or just going through a hard time, is till sleep with a stuffed animal, its a dog and his name is winston, needless to say that last few days winston has been sleeping in the bed

[cutiepie554422]

yea we will all miss him but we have to just think of the good times liek you said. i rememebr one time like last year he was up north just sittig in the kitchen with all the kids and he grabs the bottle of rum and just takes a big swig and was lol whooaaaaaa! it was so funny. just dont remeber him how he was when you see him in the hospital he would like it better if we just think of him and how it used to be.

[cutiepie554422]

yea i had a dream about him too all of his kids were sitting at the kitchen table in my hosue and he was sitting in the one chair on the right with the back facing the windows in his suit just smiling but the thing was no one saw him there they were all just talking like it was a normal pfeifer party and it was like he was there at the party with his family watching over them

[thelifeofshell]

yea he can be with grandma pfeifer again... im sure he has been waiting the almost 22 years for that... my mom said he was never exactly the same after she died. it was weird because today aunt jill pointed out that his nurse's name was margrot, on the last day he is suppose to be alive

[pimpnpink1234]

paulie, the journal entries u and shell wrote brought tears to my eyes. i know what u are felling. the pfeifers will never be the same without him. but we shall all stick together. but hey im sure something is bound to happen to the pfeifers that is a true mirical. love ya!

[cutiepie554422]

yea its ok kelso i cried too its ok to cry thats all i have been doing these past few days. its really hard to go through this but just remember that he will be better off.

[thelifeofshell]

AUnt gail and i can be the pfeifer miracles,, she is making it through 2 rounds of cancer in a row and im making it through something that was so far progressed my docotors are amazed