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[cutieq]

Life comes into perspective a lot these days...but I love every second of it. So many things that I used to get so stressed about don't matter as much anymore...there's so much good stuff in my life those old stresses seem like pebbles trying to alter the course of a flood

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[blueduck89]

i think it's called a natural high. it's wierd. i've been feeling the same way too. like all of a suden i'm me,, and i'm happy, and school is great, and friends are great, and everything is just GREAT!!! we should get together soon and hang. OMG i'm looking forward to next summer so much 'cause i can drive and it will be fun!!!

[cutieq]

Never knew what it was called...I really couldn't care less what it was called...it's still great!!
that's a great way to describe it...all of a sudden I'm me---do you think ahead 10 years 2...or am I alone on that one?

[blueduck89]

no i think ahead tens years and how i want to be. not like who i'm gonna be married to, or what job i'm gonna have, but where i want to live, and who will i still be friends with, and all that stuff. i think more of what i want to be the same in ten years, and what i want to be different.

[cutieq]

yeah that's what I think about...the only time I think about job is when someone asks me what I want to do...but I'm still undecided which I've picked a better name for: "keeping my options open" sounds less indecisive.
When I said "how I want to be living" I meant all the stuff you just said. phew...now I know I'm not crazy thinking about this