I really don't think Outback wants me to work for them. Every time I call to get my schedule, the girl I'm supposed to talk to isn't there!! That pisses me off badly ( Read more... )

So I got the job at Outback. I should be happy ( Read more... )

Spring Break is officially over and I'm depressed about it all. I went back to school on Monday and turned in an 8 page report for English. I think I did well ( Read more... )

"Make me a bird so I can fly far far away from here"

I hate Math!! Oh my God.. I suck at it soo bad. It's depressing to go to that class because I know i'm going to walk out of there as clueless as when I walked in. Give me History class any day ( Read more... )

Last night sucked!! I had to go to the ER b/c I was having these pains in my leg and tingling in the left side of my body and if was freaking me out... i got there @ 945 and left at 12! it took forever!! And it turns out.. I was having an anxiety attack and I have an anxiety disorder.. great. They referred me to another doctor to get it checked ( Read more... )

I dropped one of my classes this morning. That's a big relief. I knew I wasn't going to pass it. Next semester I'll try again!
I'm excited about Tuesday, I'm going to see Nathan's band play. I want to see what I've been missing!

*ciao* Keri

Am I doing the right thing? Sometimes I feel that I am, other times I feel I am a horrible person and that I am doing something that could make me even more unhappy and depressed in the long run... Confused I am ( Read more... )

I hate my job. Sometimes I just want to cuss one of my tables out and quit. That would be the best day of my life so far, i know it. but afterwards, when i realized i didn't have a job, and I'd probably never get another one, I would become depressed. i'm stuck.
i wrote another poem for my poetry class, well actually i wrote two.

sometimes i get depressed over school. studying all night and waking up at 7:30 in the morning. If i could get a great job without going to college, i would definitely do that, but unfortunately that's next to impossible. CNN is just waiting for me to graduate and come to work for them... ahh.. i can't wait.