at mom's house. not enjoying america. figuring out when i'll have enough money to go to ireland. at this rate, it'll be 8934598347548957382834 years before i can afford it.

i'm also obsessed with someone i shouldn't be. but it's not like many other crusty punk kids like harleys and aren't all citified and stuff. or something. eh.

holy crap-shit! the irish kids showed up last nite at a totally random drinking spot! dee and.... IAN!!! holy hell i finally get to meet the dude i been talking to for 3 years! haha i totally thought he was way older than me but nooo.... tomorrow is his 18th birthday. hah. mebbe i'll ask dee what he might want and try to steal him something ( Read more... )

i was getting kind of depressed and lonely and homesick today... being all alone in the house with a serious hangover usually does that. until 'evolution' by fifteen came on and that song always makes me feel so hopeful. perhaps ironic that the first line is 'i didnt take a drink today' but oh well. last nite was creepy as hell. went to ( Read more... )

ok, im in copenhagen. staying with birgit and eva again and they rule ( Read more... )

woa ( Read more... )

and at nite i dream i really did move to ireland a year ago like i said i was going to.

things are all sorts of fucked up right now ( Read more... )

yep. so christmas eve is lonely. everyone i live with hates me, and the few people left who will speak to me are with their families. i gues im just going to sit and watch a movie with my dog. maybe do some sewing. nothing different from any other day. it doesnt really matter, i guess, i dont believe in holidays anyways. it's still kind of ( Read more... )

i made a community.
Shaved Women Collaboratorsgo join. because i want you to. and because posting in a community all by myself is booooooring ( Read more... )

saw the pests play tonite. people who dont care about anything suck.

on a lighter note, i chipped a tooth on a piece of pecan pie at denny's tonite and i think they're going to cover my dental bill...