what a mess made a fucking disaster
hope's walls are all caving in
silence is but our sweet company
breathing still from within
...and these hearts are racing
these eyes are pacing
we're tasting every sin
you put on your coat
and slit open my throat
ill bleed you a smile once again

so this is what it feels like
without a birthday cake
now show me some big boobs
who cares if they are fake
then take me to the club
where it gets really hot
ill buy us all some cigarettes
haha yea um maybe NOT!

fuck you and your stupid curfew
im 18, nigga please

cutxlikevanity (4:03:15 PM): love you
farewell mike (4:03:15 PM): love you


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pink and white stripes
(match)
black and white polka-dots
its all in how you look at it
its all the same to you
and i still want her kiss
boo-ya! red lip stick

i could die right now
does that mean anything to you
hello?

someone
come hold me tonight
in my room
in my bed
i want to be touched
really
and please take notice
to the colors on my
face, head, and body
with love
thank me
for being so beautiful
always
and forever
someone
anyone

she was in the other room tonight crying again
i could hear her through the a/c vent
sobbing on my father's shoulder
there was no place for me
children do not understand these kinds of things

"if love could buy stuff...." i said
"...we would have a lot." he said

speed up
pass by
hurry on
move quicker
faster
go!
no time
patience
can't wait
anxious
i want everything
now
...please

sweating lips race
against ticking tocks
day old toys
thrown back in their box
golden rings always
mistaken for brass
throwing words cut
like broken glass
hands burning hot
and feet freezing cold
he loves her always
or so she is told