And thus begins yet another saddening holiday alone.
Thank you all for the calls though.

So easily, I just fell back into my world.

Portland,here I come
...after work of course
......and a three hour drive.

But I'm coming for real!

see you soon. -a

I have decided to learn how to be graceful in high heels. A shallow venture, I know. Baby steps towards being a more rounded person... literally. tiny, wobbly little baby steps ( Read more... )

it's thanksgiving, and i have a hard time admitting what i'm thankful for. I know it's there, but it hurts my tongue when it tries to unfold. in the middle of a bustling family, and i feel like a ghost. a scrooge learning a lesson that wasn't my fault i didn't learn in the first place. I am reliant on caffeine and nicotine to keep me moving from ( Read more... )

You'll be seeing a lot more of me now ( Read more... )

So much is happening... has happened. I'm confused, pleased, hurt, angry, confused, ambitious. I'm working on getting out of this rut i always find myself in. there's magic in the making ( Read more... )

So I'm sick ( Read more... )

Ummm, ok. Obviously I haven't updated in a while... everything looks different. strange.
Anyway, go to this link. It's craziness..

http://www.crush007.com/love.cgi?id=1096595365egg

dyed my hair today. dark dark brown. I like it. my mom said it was betty boopish. kinda twenties style with the hair cut maybe. yes. good for fall. I finally stopped being a slacker and made my resume and a cover letter all nice for the proofreading job i've been wanting at the bulletin. I've been eyeing that ad for a couple weeks now, i've ( Read more... )