Upset and troubled!!
Today Our principal talk to us about working hard for our promos. A warning was given to all the repeaters: No more moderation for repeaters as our results were moderated last year already. It means that we have to meet the promotion criteria by our own credits. I was upset and troubled this morning after hearing the talk. It makes me wonder whether have i made the right choice to stay after all? She also said that maybe it is time for us to think that we may not be cut out for JC for those group that have been failing even after working very hard. It is quite de-moralizing. It is already like 49 days to promo and you tell us that we maybe wasting another 1 of our year. I seriously think that last year november and december they should make us think about it already. Instead of telling us that we are not up for it after wasting another of our year. I also think that it will probably be better that they allow us to go to J2. As it will be possible for us to take as private candidate even if we were to leave JC. At the very least we will have the material or at least complete the A level syllabus. I am a bit restless already. How come it always seem to be not good enough? How come it always seem to be so bad? I know we have nobody to blame except ourself. But does our improvement prove nothing at all? Why the system is a bit rigid? Repeaters must do better...why is this the case? Why. can't we be on the same start line as J1? Okay promos cannot then why napfa must? I get a bronze then the J2 girls get a bronze then considered pass then why i have to retake? Haha...no wonder life is unfair...
I am sorry to those people that have to face the unhappy and moody side of me. I don't understand why but i feel like crying quite a few times today though i did in the morning. but luckily only in front of one people. Hehe...thanks for those that care like aisyah, ceci and huahua. I am fine le.
But then what firdaus said a bit funny lah...go be housewife! haha if i can find a good-looking and rich person to be my husband, i don't mind being housewife lah. Now i don't even have a boyfriend lor...how to be housewife?=___= Furthermore, i doubt i can find someone that i like and that person also like me lo. lol...
Actually i overheard what a teacher said during parent meeting---unless she wants to be housewife, her result ---------(forget the line le) hehe...What's wrong for wanting to be a housewife lo? Housewife is also like an occupation. The only difference is that there is no course on being a housewife. Haha if it is provided in poly, i think i go le. lol=D Joking
Hehe thank those who read the long long para of rantings i have. Hehe it show that you cares *hugs* I will stand up if not later some people say i not resilient...hehe...
I am sorry to those people that have to face the unhappy and moody side of me. I don't understand why but i feel like crying quite a few times today though i did in the morning. but luckily only in front of one people. Hehe...thanks for those that care like aisyah, ceci and huahua. I am fine le.
But then what firdaus said a bit funny lah...go be housewife! haha if i can find a good-looking and rich person to be my husband, i don't mind being housewife lah. Now i don't even have a boyfriend lor...how to be housewife?=___= Furthermore, i doubt i can find someone that i like and that person also like me lo. lol...
Actually i overheard what a teacher said during parent meeting---unless she wants to be housewife, her result ---------(forget the line le) hehe...What's wrong for wanting to be a housewife lo? Housewife is also like an occupation. The only difference is that there is no course on being a housewife. Haha if it is provided in poly, i think i go le. lol=D Joking
Hehe thank those who read the long long para of rantings i have. Hehe it show that you cares *hugs* I will stand up if not later some people say i not resilient...hehe...