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[cuzzin_it]

Welcome to my Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
 Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all

Comments

[anonymous]

your not alone, you just keep telling the wrong people to tell your life too, what you need to do is hit play, and move on and keep going, in hopes of the true one you want, for whats in the past, has only brought you and left you here, so instead look ahead, try a better more responsible person, for anyone that dissapears on you or changes in anyway, isn't a good friend let alone a good one to express yourself too, so i say this in vein, go out, find someone responsible, who will no matter what, listen to your life, for its that important to where it needs to be heard by new ears.

[cuzzin_it]

BLAH this aggrivates me, *when people comment annoynmous and i cant figure out who they are!!!*
so nameless entry.. please claim your writing

Hugs n Kisses ~Anna

[chnicole2003]

good song. i love you anna, and you know im here 4 u. byezz!
~christine

[cuzzin_it]

i love you too lol, and yes i know, but its more complicated then that, *know what i mean?* as in like i know that people are there for me, but i still feel alone

Hugs n Kisses ~Anna

[chnicole2003]

until you get over your fears you shall always be alone, go out, search for more friends, better ones, new people to express yourself too, more people to lean on and that need your shoulder, for you know that one of them holds the key to your heart and happiness, and you know who this is, so don't pretend.

[cuzzin_it]

i can pretend if i want, for i live in a fantasy world, so who is this

Hugs n Kisses ~Anna

[anonymous]

-sigh- not being stubborn, im just getting my mind fixed, and some things changed, so i can think different ways, your my friend, but i need some time to myself, i need some time alone, some time to get rid of some things in my head/thoughts i have so sorry, i implicated the wrong thing, but hopefully you shall understand that im just getting some things outta my head...

[cuzzin_it]

ok, i understand that, because i know what you mean

Hugs n Kisses ~Anna

[anonymous]

-sigh- please dont get into this christine for you have already jumbled my words into the wrong use, so no thats not what im saying, hopefully she will understand what im saying, so please, ignore my comments that all i ask, thank you.

[cuzzin_it]

no christine sweeti what he's saying is that, i need to expand my herizons and find someone new, someone that i can possible love, someone who wont hurt me or make me cry

Hugs n Kisses ~Anna

[chnicole2003]

anna babi, i never saw u cry once when you were with him. maybe after but deff not whail yall 2 were goin out. why look for love? isnt it suposed to find us. anna were 15 for gods sake! we have 100 years to let it find us. all we need to do right now is learn how to deal with the emotion that comes with it. common, how many % of highschool relationships work out, like 2%. i know its sad, and you proly dont wanna hear this but thats ok, cuz im saying it. And crying... its not in any way shape or forn a sign of weakness. its an emotion. it has to be dealt with. god, if yall knew how much i cry u would think im crazy, but crying, for me lets out all the emotion i have inside. next time you think about doing you know what....::big eyes at you:: you call me, and were gonna cry. trust me, it'll help. but i luv ya hun, byezz
~christine

[cuzzin_it]

hunny i know that its high school, im not looking for love, basically he's trying to prep. me for life to come *i guess* iono really he's shane *funny, weird shane* lol u have to remember that and im sure i cry a lot more then u i mean ive cryed 2 times n school so far lol but ok ill call you

Hugs n Kisses ~Anna

[anonymous]

-sigh- you know now.... christine if i do anon, which i normally do do, which is what anna knows, which is why i said don't pretend, then dont blurt me out, ok, just IM my screenname, dont yell that out -sigh-