"Don't be suprised if I don't call.....Play these bullshit games if you must. I understand that you feel this way and make such of a request for me.....but why?.....I know you live your life as you see fit and like-wise...so will I. Don't get in the way of mine and I will stay out of yours. Is there a sense of insecurity that's caused this? DO you ( Read more... )

from bens journal, dated tonight, about 20 min ago ( Read more... )

im a girl. bluck ( Read more... )

ever wonder what ppl put in 'friends only' or 'private' entries?? i do. i mean i know what i put in mine, but that curiosity part of me always wonders what others put in theirs. obvioiusly im not suppose to know, so i dont give it much thought, just a passing glance actually. but sometimes ill check the calendar and ppl put like 6 or 7 posts in one ( Read more... )

my patience is wearing thin and i know it. i dont want to be angry but i know that thats what its becoming. i dont want to be cynical, but its always been true so far. i cant be mad at him because hes trying to figure things out in his head, im thankful for that. i just wish it would happen on my time frame instead of his. i think about 5x faster ( Read more... )

i dont know why i walked up to you and hugged you, usually i dont do that, but ive missed you so much lately and just wanted to tell you that i love you. i was literally almost in tears just being able to hug you. thank you, it made the whole night worth it for me. i dont know if im ready to be your friend again, your doing so good now, i dont want ( Read more... )

well if yall can read this, it means your logged in while viewing my lj. good. ive added you both as friends, so you can see my rantings, why anyone would want to is beyond me sometimes, but hey......whatever ( Read more... )

i guess its true........'come hell or high water'......yeah whatever the end to that is. oh, fuck it ( Read more... )

i have read of ppl making thank you journals. where they have to put one thing that they are thankful for from the day. maybe we should all try this. its suppose to help you realize the everyday beauty, the simple things, and keep a positive outlook ( Read more... )

what would possess shithead to have a whole collage of pictures of him and tristan together in his hallway, where emmaline has to walk past them everyday. then again he still wears the rings i gave him/he took from me. how fucking inconsiderate of your new girlfriend to wear your old girlfriends rings! not to mention disrespectful towards emmaline ( Read more... )