Eh, what the hell

[cwankgurl]

Screw it, I am just gonna put them all up. But I'll put three of them behind a cut so that seeing my idioticness is optional.

Comments

[vogue_dreamer]

Hello~
Saw you as a Marilyn monroe fan!
I would love for you to join my Marilyn monroe community.

[cwankgurl]

Great banner! I'd love to, thanks for the invite!

[_shesbleeding]

is it time for a new slutty doll layout yet? hehehe, I just had a good idea for one... and uhm... yeah :D

<3, Your Wifey

[cwankgurl]

If you're out of things to do with your day, sure! Why not? What are you planning????

[_shesbleeding]

two side boxes much like what you have with a scrollbar on each each in the same table. with slutty dolls or shane or sumthing.

[cwankgurl]

What are you gonna do the day I ask you for a Harry Potter one???

[lpluckygurl8705]

FINE! I'll just comment FOR YOU!

[cwankgurl]

ok. feel like a dork talking to myself but i'm a dork anyways so WHATEV! ur added.

[theendless1011]

Hi... (this dosent reguard your post, i have a much different subject)umm.. i wish i understood french..

Anyhow, anna, this is jesse... yes that one... and i would like to apollogize to you... well.. and discuss somethings. Mainly im sorry for the way i acted to you when i believed you were crystal, and theres a long story behind it, but i would like to discuss this in aim if you would be willing... (TheEndless1011). If not, its ok, but I even went against crystal to attempt this.. lol.. so please, add me or something and we can talk, i need to appologize for quite a few things and give reasons behind them as well...

Kill me if you wish too ;)
-Jesse

[cwankgurl]

I would wish to kill you. I did, at first, want to talk to you on aim because I thought that would make Crystal happy. I don't know if I knew I was in love with her then, but she was my best friend and I didn't want to see her suffer. Then I saw how much she suffered when she was with you, whether she knew she was suffering or not. I was mad at you for everything you were putting her through and mad at her for continuing to fall for it. I worked for months to make her realize how much better she could be with somebody else and now it's all gone to shit and I know she's just gonna get hurt again. I still want to be friends with her, though, so I'm not complaining about her current sitution or trying to change her or anything, I'm pretty much just trying to ignore that entire part of her life (which is pretty much taking up every part of her life) and settle with the remains. I hope you all are having fun together.

Anna

... :(

[theendless1011]

Well theres more i want to speak of, and i understand you hate me, but i want to explain myself.. please? im asking and begging you to simply listen to me, not to accept my apologies, and i have more than one.. And well... Heres one of them

Re: ... :(

[cwankgurl]

K, first of all, I REALLY don't appreciate other people messing around with my account, Crystal had my password so that she could set up a layout and that's it.

Second, I don't have any problem listening to what you have to say over the internet, I really don't feel like I could control myself very well if I were to talk to you in person.

It's fine if you and Crystal want something to do with each other, I came to realize a long time ago that you two seem to be quite perfect for each other. That doesn't change the fact that I don't want to get roped in to something so obviously destructive for fear of falling even farther behind in a lifestyle I'm already having enough troubles with and, quite frankly, I just don't think I'd have any fun with it.

Whatever you're sorry for, fine, it's acknowledged, but whatever you or Crystal or anybody has to say won't change my stance so please just give it up and don't waste any unproductive energy.

[_shesbleeding]

...i wanted you to know i miss the way you laugh, i want to hold you high and steal your pain..

[cwankgurl]

Where the hell did that come from? Just in one of those moods, eh?

[_shesbleeding]

I suppose.

[cwankgurl]

I didn't take you off my friends list cos we had a petty little fight or anything, it was becasue I couldn't be so involved with a life like yours anymore. I can be friends with you, only at a distance, there's only so much I can take.