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[cwazyqt4u]

The wedding is over. Thank goodness. If there's ever an event that makes me feel like a lonely pathetic piece of shit it's a wedding. Especially a wedding of a young couple - where everyone around me is my age ... and oh yea, they all have dates with them. And I sit at the table... alone. And my grandmother has to tell me over and over and over

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[lynch_me_baby]

because he was young and because he was your friend and because you know how unfair it is that he'll never get to experience new and exciting things. you still cry because you're a caring person, and you miss him. and you will for a long time. when melenie, the girl that lived across the hall from me, was killed in the car crash, i tried to listen to damien rice to take my mind away from it (good idea! damien rice, i know). Now whenever i listen to damien, it's hard to think of anything else. whenever i see anyone exiting the highway, i think of her too. i wasn't especially close to her, but lots of things remind me of her, and it depresses me. i'm not saying that what i experienced is anything close to what you're experiencing, but i do understand. basically what i'm trying to say in all my ramblings, is that it'll get better. i promise. and i know we don't talk a whole lot, but if you ever need to, i'm always here to listen.

[cwazyqt4u]

<3 you! thank you so much. i needed to read that. <3

[acketh]

<3...and i agree with that other person said i would try to give you some uplifting words of encouragement, but they said it to well. <3 you breanne. your the greatest.

[cwazyqt4u]

awwies... I <3 you too leah my love. i cant wait for you to come back!