study...study...check my mail, check the journal....study study study.....28 days until I leave, 29 days until we hold eachother again...21 days until I'm old.....wait, I'm allready old.....18 days until my final...nothing but studying for 18 days......

I just finished getting my stuff ready for my clinical tomorrow, it took a while, but thanks to Rachel's intelligence, It didn't take half as long as it used to. in fact, I have more information down this time than I have the past few times. It is kinda kewl because I only have three more clinical days left in the semester, including tomorrow. ( Read more... )

well, it is bed time right now, I could have gone in about 3 hours ago, but couldn't bring myself to do it. I bet it seems stupid that I am as upset as I am right now, but it hurts. It's a really weird kind of hurt though. I feel very happy, very in love and loved, I can't stop thinking about how great everything is with us, and how perfect we are ( Read more... )

I just got back from the airport, it was so hard to let her go. Hard to say goodbye, I'll see you in a month. Living together for the past 3 months has been amazing. it's just hard knowing that I wont be able to fall asleep with her, and wake up knowing I can cuddle her. OK.....can't talk about it anymore, I'm too depressed to wallow in it.....only ( Read more... )

Less than 24 hours, and I am not ready for her to go....It wont be long, but I still hate it....

Well, I have been super busy with school, being in love and all that jazzzzzzz....and I haven't been feeling very well. Stress is getting greater as the days pass, I can only look forward to my vacation. I absolutely cannot wait to go to europe, yes a trip to europe is amazing in itself, however, the exciting part of it all is that I get to know my ( Read more... )

Ok, I know I should really write more, but I have this amazing habit of writing a few entries, then giving it all up for a while, and then going back....oh well I guess ( Read more... )

dudes.....check out this site...all I can say is....."thank god for the model trains, otherwise the wouldn't have gotten the idea for the big trains ( Read more... )

I find it hard to believe, though I have felt it on too many occasions, that there is so much hate in this world. So much anger toward anything different from that of the tiny world so many people believe is reality for all. So much hate that is spawned from ignorance. I don't understand how people can say such hurtful things to others, and believe ( Read more... )

It was strange glue that held us together ( Read more... )